Showing posts with label Proverbs 3:11-12. Show all posts
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Wednesday, December 7, 2016

My Heavenly Father Watches Over Me!



The Biggest Failure
Of My Life
Was Doubting 
The Good Faithfulness Of God
Who
Made A Blessing For Me
Out Of A Boldly Malicious Deceit Of The Fraud!

I Have Often Wondered
How Is It Possible
To Tell The Living God
Years Later
One Is Sorry For One's Long Ago Sin
When
The Product Of Your Sin
Saves Your Life -
It's Beyond My Understanding!

This Issue "Tormented"
My Spirit For Years -

Father, How Can I Be Sorry
For A Wrong
When
Months Later
By Its Advent
In Dire Distress
I Was Made Strong -
How IS This Possible?
Open My Eyes Lord!
I Have No Desire To Face The Unconfessed
Unrepentant Sinner's Frown!

And,  Then ...

With The Inevitable Passage Of Time
AND
A Willingness
To Let The Lord Christ
To Me
Be The One Divine
Ever So Often
I Would Talk To God On This Matter!

What I Did
Was Upright Sin
BUT
My God Had Not Me Forsaken
AND
Out Of A Prompted Evil
In Mercy For Me
Almighty God
Over-Rode The Desire Of The Devil
AND
Made A Way
That He For Good
Could Make A Use Of Me!

Sexual Sin
Is Sin Against One's Very Soul!
Thievery
Is Sin Against Someone's Property Or Cash Cold!
Willful Destruction Of A Man's Character
Is A Sin Which Makes The Man Poor
But Doesn't Make Us Rich
AND
Blasphemy
Is Proud Sin
Bold Sin 
Against The Holy God
Who Sits On Heaven's Throne
Which Will Get Us Into Hot Hell
By God's Vengeance
Served Cold!

But I Digress.

It Took Time ... But I Learned
God Is Faithful!
Even Though His Love We Spurn
God Forgives
AND
He Has A Thousand Ways  To Save
That We Not Of!

Sin Has Its Own Reward
But
Out Of Evil
Cometh Good
BECAUSE
God Said:
It's A Promise ...

ALL THINGS WORK
TOGETHER FOR GOOD
To THEM THAT LOVE God
AND ARE CALLED
According To HIS PURPOSE!

BUT ... Be Ye Warned

All Sin Takes A Toll On The Soul
AND
Presumptuous Sin
Is Amongst The Worst
For That Type Sin
Always Births Running Foals
AND
Left Unchecked
Before The Living God
Is Going To Cost The Sinner His Soul!

I Went Before The Lord!
I Explained My Predicament!
I Said With My Mouth
That I Was Sorry
AND
Then Humbly Asked:

Father,  
How Do I
Of This Sin Honestly
With A Contrite Heart
Truly Repent?

The Reply Is Simple
Yet
Profound:

Against Me
Against Me Only
Hast Thou This Sin Done!
I Am Your Father!
I Said To You In My Commandments
Don't Do It
But
You Permitted The Devil
Against Me
To Turn You Around!

Your Sin Is Not In Choosing To Believe
The Lie Of Satan
But In Not Choosing To Believe 
The Truth Of Your God
And For This
You've Borne Many Sorrows
That By Obedience You Could Have Avoided
And Lived In Tranquility
Your Life Long!
Remember Eve And Adam!

The Person With So-Called
 Life And Death Power
And
Food And Shelter
Peace And Security
Even Love
Which Often At Man's Hands
Turn Into Hate Power
Has No Real Power
Nor Control Over You!

I Gave Unto You Free Will
A Measure Of Faith
Grace To Find Help
And Grace For Each Day
And
Against Every Temptation
A Sure Way Of Escape!

All Sin Must Be Repented
No Matter If For God
You Are Doing A Good Work
For
You May Work To Save Others
But
For Yourself
You May Find Your Own Salvation
An Unutilized Heaven-Given Perk!


All Sin Is Against The God Of Heaven
And Is Against
- Over Us -
His Sovereignty
AND
By Giving Place To The Devil
We Are Likening Him
To Heaven's Own Royalty!

I Finally Understood
As
Before The God Of Heaven
One Day I Stood:

Every Check Mark
Has To Have Against It
A Corresponding Balance -
By Repentance Paid ... Sin Erased
BUT
By Unrepentance Left Unpaid ... Against My Name
The Sin Stayed!

If Sin Is Left Unrepented
In The Day Of Fierce Judgment
My Subsequent Righteousness
That Is ... My Subsequent Right Living
Will Not The Death Angel's Hand Stay!

A Christian Has No Excuse
For Sin To Remain Unrepented Of
BECAUSE
Under The Agency
The Prompting
Of The Holy Spirit
- As King David Said -
The Sin Is Ever Before You!

For Many, Many Years
Every Single Night
I Would Say:

Create In A Clean Heart,  Oh,  God ...!
Cast Me Not Away From Your Presence ...!
Take Not Your Holy Spirit From Me ...!
Return Unto Me The Joy ...!
Uphold Me ...!

Until
I Finally Understood Why:

The Sin Was/Is Sinful!
The Blessing Was/Is Real!
God IS The Father
AND
His Ways Never Fail!




Then I
With My Heart In My Throat
AND
Truly Repentant
Repented To My God
In The Name Of My Jesus
AND
I Am  ...  Forgiven!


Satan Cannot Outwit God!
What Was Meant
For My Eternal Destruction
Was Overridden
In The Court Of Heaven!

God Knows Our Hearts!

*********


When We Choose
To Work With
And
For God
God Mercifully Works On Us
To Remove From Our Person
The Putrifying Sores
From The Fraud
To Gain For Us
His Eternal Blessings!

*********

Trust God!

He Restores!

*********


Beloved . . .
Is There Something
Anything
That You Need To Place
On The Altar
Of Sacrifice . . . TODAY?!








Friday, September 16, 2016

HAPPY SABBATH + PRAYER: Lord, Grant Me Faith








Dear Lord,
I Come To You This Day
Willing To Be Clay
In The Only Hands
That Can A Soul Repair!

Help Me, Lord,
To Trust You At Your Words Of Love
 To Listen To Your Words Of Warnings
And
To Heed Your Loving Chastisements!
Help Me, Dear Father
To Be A Tree Fruitful Indeed!

Lord, Grant Me Faith 
To Let You My Burdens Bear!
Lord, Grant Me Faith To Dare Ever
To You In Prayer To Repair!
Lord, Grant Me Faith
To Share The Everlasting Word
That The Eternal God Is Love!

Lord, Grant Me Love To Hope!
Lord, Grant Me Hope To Cope!
Lord, Grant Me Hope Enough In You
To Tell The Devil:
Nope! I'm Not Missing Heaven 
By Playing With Your Death-dealing Dope!

Lord, Grant Me Grace Upon The Rock To Stand!
Lord, Grant Me Grace Temptations To Withstand!
Lord, Grant Me Grace
For The Battles I Must Face
So That
At The End
I'll Not Be Turned Away From Your Sight
Marked An Eternal Disgrace!

I Love You, Lord
And I Pray This Hour
For Heaven-sent Power
So That My Thoughts And Actions
Will With Your Sovereign Will
Be In One Accord
And Not Aligned
With The Ways Of The Fraud!
In Jesus' Holy Name I Stand And Plead!
AMEN.



Saturday, May 7, 2016

VESPERS AT THE END OF THE SABBATH: Taking God To Court!?!





The Headline Read:

Man Seeks Restraining Order Against God!
http://www.timesofisrael.com/man-seeks-restraining-order-against-god/

AND ...

I Couldn't Decide Whether To Be 
Appalled
Disgusted 
Fatalistic
Or
Just Be A Born-Again Bible-Believing Christian!

I Finally Decided On 
Being A Born-Again Bible-Believing Christian
For This Bit Of News
Was Quite Fantastic
Showing That
The Prince Of The Dark World
Was Again
Doing A Whirl
And Yanking Misguided Men
By The Short Curls!

I Could Just See The Charge:

God Is Unkind!

God Is Not Divine
Or He Would Not Be Doing Bad Things
To Inoffensive Traveling Human Souls
Who Are Just Going Along To Get Along
Not Bothering Anybody
Just Singing A Simple Song
Of Life
Real Life
Amidst Trial And Strife!

Of Course  ...

There Is No Presented "Evidence"
Of What The Unkind God Has Done Or Is Doing!

Interestingly ...

This Deceived Man Has To Have Some Belief That There Is "GOD!"
Else
Why Would He Have Chosen To Go Up Against
The Invisible God
In The Court Of The Unjust Judge
UNLESS
He Was Machinated To Manufacture
A Moot Against The Glorious Master
By The Demon-In-Chief!

I Am Certain That This Matter Was A Lobbed Missile
By The Baleful Beelzebub
To Bring Christian Faith And Belief 
Into The Realm Of Bollocks?

Now  ...

If I - A Seeker After Christ's Righteousness
Were To Take A Position
Relative To My Soul's Salvation
In Relation To 
The Eternal, Living, Holy, Almighty
Ain't Never Been Wrong 
Can't Make A Mistake
Doesn't Sleep
Doesn't Own Pyjamas
Doesn't Wear Sun Glasses
Has No God-Children Grandchildren Nor Stepchildren
Creator Of The Known Unknown 
Seen Unseen Universe
Maker Of Heaven And Earth
Things On The Earth
Things Under The Earth
All That Is In The Sea
God
In Whom All Things Consist
And Have Their Being
I Would ... Take A Totally Different Approach!

Because God Is Almighty
All-knowing
AND
Ever Present
I Would Go To God 
AND
Being A Fallen Human
I Would Complain
Rationlise
And
Pity Party-ise
Always
A sking Why
S eeking Understanding, And
K eeping After God Until ... 

He Sets Me Straight
Teaches Me His Way
Forgives Me
Helps Me Walk Right By Jesus' Faith
AND
Carries Me Along The Road
Victorious
To His Home:


Heavenly Father,
I Didn't Know You
Or Of You
And
I Couldn't Own You
Until You Called Me!
You Called!
I Heard A Voice!
I Finally Understood
It Was Is You
For You Wouldn't Stop Calling My Name!
I Now Answer You
AND
I Am Here At Your Disposal!

Father,
My Life Until Now
Has Been
Misfortune
Cruelties
Credulities
Incriminations
Discriminations
Castigations
Excesses
Disappointments
Excuses
Ploddings
Bruises
Broken Heart
AND
Pure Pain!

Father,
I Can't Feel Like Job
For Job Was Righteous - I Know That I Am Not!


Child,
Righteousness Exalteth A Nation!

I Don't Feel Like David
For David Was A Killer - I Am Not!


Child,
Confession Is Good For The Soul!
AND
Repentance Yields Forgiveness!

I Could Feel Like Saul
For Saul Was Disobedient
And I Have Done That  ... A Lot!


Child,
To Obey Is Better Than To Sacrifice!

I Could Feel Like Joseph
For He Was Much Put Upon
But Freely Forgiving People
Is Not In My Case Brief!
I Know I Should Change
For
Against Me
It Is A Blot!


Child,
Forgive Your Brother Seventy Times Seven!
That Is 
All The Time!
I Willingly Forgive You!

Father,
Are You Trying To Tell Me Something?
Am I Walking In My Own Way?
Do I Not Give You Honor In My Worship?
Am I By Self Being Led Astray?


Child,
Be Ye Perfect
Even As I Am Perfect!
Come Unto Me
For You Are Heavy-Laden!
Set Aside Self
And Seek Salvation
For I Alone Give Rest!

I Like Doing My Own Thing!
It Is My Life - I Do Things As I Want!
You Gave Me "MY" Life!
Was It For Life Or Just A Loaner
AND
Why Is Everything Evil On My Back?


Child,
I Gave My Life For You
For You Are The Apple Of My Eye
AND
I Lay Before You Blessings And Cursings!
Why Won't You Understand
And Accept
That You Reap What You Sow?

Father,
You Say You Made Me!
You Made Me This Way!
So 
Why Now Are You Troubling Me
Causing Me To Eat Former Green Grass
Now Brown Hay?


Child,
Am I Your Troubler 
For Calling You To My Home In The Light?
I Desire To Give You A Hope
And An Expected End!
Am I Your Troubler
For Wanting My Child
Greatly Beloved
At My Banqueting Table?
I Will Show You Great 
AND
Marvelous Things
Which You Do Not Know
IF
You Take Up Your Cross
Daily
And Faithfully Follow Me!

I Didn't Ask To Be Born!
My Life Is Bitter!
If You Had Any Compassion
You'd Be Looking Out For Me
BUT
You Breathe Rarefied Air Up In Heaven
And Leave Me To Suck Wind
Under A Polluted Canopy!


Child,
Read The Word!
Disobedience Is As The Sin Of Witchcraft!
Presumptuousness
Is A Sin Against Your Own Soul!
Hate Is Akin To Murder
AND
Can You By Your Own Actions
Stop Yourself From Growing Old And Dead Cold?

Man Has Free Will
To Do As He Pleases! - But Not Forever!
I Can Not Make Anybody Love Me
Or Follow Me!

Sin Is In The World
Because Of 
Pride
AND
Rebellion
AND
Sickness
Covetousness
Jealousy
Greed And Death 
Are Thereby Unfurled!

There Is No Mistake Made By Me
I Change Not!
I Made All Things Good
For You And All Humanity!
At The End Of This Age
I Will Make All Things New Again!

I Will Defend Myself
To Show To All Men
That With Me 
There Is No Perfidity!

You Ask For Things
BUT
You Have Not
Because You Ask Amiss
For Things To Slake Your Lusts!

I Desire
That You Be My Willing Sheep
To Be Safely Lead To My Sheepfold
BUT
You Desire That I Should Follow
After You Wherever You Choose To Go
As Would Indisciplined Goats!

I AM That I AM!
I Make For Every Man
A Sheltered Way!
I Give To Every Man The Breath Of Life!
You Are Mine
BUT
I Can Not Make You Desire To Be Mine!

I Love You!
I Desire That You Will Return My Love
BUT
I Can Not Make You Love Me!

I Make Daily Provision For You
BUT
I Can Not Make You
Take A Blessing From My Hand!

I Called You
Because I Desire Your Companionship
BUT
I Can Not Make You
Seek My Holy Companionship!

I Desire Sweet Communion With You
BUT
I Can Not Make You
Seek Blessed Communion With Me!

I AM Calling You
Because
I Have A Special Home
Prepared
Just For You!
I Have Written
- For You -
Words Of Life
And I Desire
That You Will Come And Reason With Me
To Know And To Do My Perfect Will!

I AM The Holy God!
In Your Current Sinful State
You Can Not Behold My Face And Live
So
Please Give Me Your Sin 
AND
Your Self
Your Willful Way
AND
Your Stony Heart
AND
I Will Renew You
AND
Give Your A Heart Of Flesh
Tended By My Holy Spirit!
I Desire You 
To Give Up The Life
Spotted By The World!

Though Your Sin Be As Scarlet
I Will Make You White As Snow!

Give Me Your Filthy Rags
And I Will Give You A Robe Of 
My Righteousness!

You Say Your Life's Burden Is Heavy!
Give It Unto Me!

Are You Laboring For No Reward?
I AM Returning To Earth
AND
I Will Be Bringing My Rewards With Me
To Give Unto Each Man
What He Has Justly Earned!
Come Unto Me And Get Heaven's Gold!

I AM The Righteous Judge!
I AM
Alpha And Omega
The Beginning And The End!
I AM The King Eternal!

He Who Does Not 
Work With Me
Works Against Me!

I Have Told You
What Was
What Is
AND
What Is TO Come!
Let No Man Deceive You!

Let No Man Steal Your Crown!
Let Your Joy Be Full
For
In Me
There Is Nothing That Is Impossible!

I Knew You Before You Were Stitched Together
In Your Mother's Womb!

I Know The Number Of The Hairs On Your Head!

I Have Given You An Expanse Of Mortal Years
BUT
If You Choose To Let Me Be Lord Of Your Life
I Have My Eternity Set Aside In Your Name!

Now Is The Day Of Your Salvation!
Now Is The Accepted Time Of Deliverance
So
Choose You This Day
Whom You Will Serve!
Is It For Baal!
Or
Is It For The I AM!

Which Ever Cup You Choose To Drink From
Know
Of A Certainty
That
You Know Not The Day Of Your Visitation
When I - The Living God -
Shall Come!
All That You Will Know Is
That I Shall Come
AND
I Will Not Be Silent!

Let Me Not
To You
Be As The Thief In The Night
For
It Will Not Go Well With You!

I Have Laid My Love For You On The Open Line!

You May Choose
The Pleasures Of Sin For A Season
OR
Pleasures Forevermore With The People Of God!


REMEMBER: 

Call On Me And I Will Answer
For
Prayer Changes Everything
For
I AM 
The Way
The Truth
AND
The Life!

Please Choose Life!