Showing posts with label Self-Hatred. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Self-Hatred. Show all posts

Friday, February 17, 2023

HAPPY SABBATH + EVERLASTING LOVE: What A Friend ... And Lover!















Think About The Fact, Beloved, That 
Someone Loves You With A Sacrifice-Of-Themselves Love 
Which Will Not Let You Go 
But
Leaves You Free 
To Walk Away And Associate With Another So Unworthy 
Who Is Basely Encouraging You 
Into Damnation, Into Oblivion, To Go! 

The Someone Who Loves You 
Is 
Your Forever Friend
The Kind Of Friend Who Sees You Clearly 
And 
Lovingly Corrects You When You Are Being Self-Destructive 
And 
Acting To Others Rudely, Crudely
Unfairly, Unkindly, And Even Inhumanely! 

This Someone Who Loves You Without Hope Of Return
Walks With You,  And Talks With You 
Even Though His Overtures Of Love You Treat As Trivialities ... And Spurn! 

I Cannot Condemn You 
Because 
To Him I Did The Same Thing 
Until The Day I Heard Him Cry 
As He Beseeched Me Sin And Self To Deny! 

What Really Caused My Cold Heart To Break 
Was When I Heard Him Call My Name In Prayer! 
He Pleaded With The Father To Let Him Try Another Year! 

He Said That He Would Water Me With His Tears
Feed Me With The Truth 
And 
Cause The Sunlight Of His Righteousness 
To Fall Upon Me In Radiant Array! 

He Pledged To Dig Around My Roots 
To Extract The Stones
To Remove Weeds, The Accumulated Rubbish Of Daily Life
And 
Get Rid Of The Trash Of The Past That 
Over Me A Long Shadow Had Cast! 

I Looked, Really Looked At Him
And 
Was Repulsed When I, In Turn, Really Looked At Me! 

I, Then, In Shame, In Self-Hatred
And 
In That Raging Desire For True Relationship
Reached For His Gentle Hand That 
Had Long Been Extended To Me In Heavenly Love! 

I Now Wear My Love For Him Boldly 
Even Though It Causes Me To Be Coldly Received By Others 
Who Cruelly Say That I'm In Love With And Loving An Illusion 
Which, On My Rush To "Entertainment" Is An Unwanted Intrusion! 

I May Not Physically See The One Whom I Love
The One Who I Know Loves Me First
But 
I Know That He Is Ever-Present
Hears My Call
And 
Answers My Prayers! 

Sometimes He Says "No!" 
And 
Sometimes He Says "Wait!" 
Sometimes He Says "Endure!"
So That I Above This Life May Elevate! 

He Says That In This Way I Exercise
Aka Work His Daily Gift To Me Of Faith 
By Which I Learn Patience 
Which Is Doing A Perfect Work! 

I Tell You The Truth: I Now Love Him As My Forever Friend 
And 
More Importantly
As The Lover Of My Soul ... Who I Am 
And 
I Finally See, Understand
And 
Accept His Word ... It's Alive ... That 
By Constant Communion, Communication
I Will Become Like Him! 

His Spirit Known Holy Comforts, Corrects, Teaches 
And 
Guides Me In The Way That I Should Go 
And 
I Am Glad 
Because 
His Father Has Consented That He Is To Bring Me Into His Home
The Gloriously Lit House In The Eternal City 
Where He, His Name Is Love And Peace, Lives, Reigns
And 
Rules! 

He Is Rich Beyond All Imagining And I Don't Even Care: 
I Just Desire To Be With Him
To Be Forever In His Presence 
Even Though He Is Giving Me My Own Home! 

For The First Time In My Life
I Have Found A Lover Whose Love Gives 
And 
Does Not Expect To Receive! 

If You Have Doubts Believing That He Is Really Real
Look At His Brow
And 
Gently, By Faith, And With Love
Touch The Palms Of His Hands, His Feet, And His Side! 

You, Me, We Did That To Him 
And 
He Still Wants Us Near To His Heart! 

He Is Almighty God, Creator, Savior, Redeemer! 
He Is The King Of Glory! 
He Is The Righteous Judge! 
His Name Is Jesus! 
What A Friend! 

Peace!



















Friday, June 25, 2021

HAPPY SABBATH + Don't Allow Satan To Lick Your Face!

 








When Someone Tells You That They Hate You
Believe Them! 

When Someone Tells You That 
They Hate Themselves And Their Life
Believe Them! 

When Someone Tells You That 
You Don't Know How Wicked They Can Be
Believe Them! 

When Someone Tells You That 
When You See Them Misbehaving It Is Who They Really Are 
And 
They Don't Intend To Change
Believe Them 
Because 
They Have Set Themselves Up In The Place Of 
The Infallible, Unchanging, God Of 
Present Grace And Glory To Come 
And As Such
They Are No Different From Satan, Himself 
But 
Infinitely Less Powerful! 

Beloved, 

There Are Many Walking Among Us Who Are Willing 
To Shred You Like A Piranha 
Or Crush The Life Out Of You 
And 
Swallow You Whole Just Like A Boa Constrictor 
If 
You Are Unwise! 

There Are Many Among Us 
Who Lovingly Let Satan Lick Their Faces
In The Foolish Belief That 
Unholy Power 
Is 
Glorious Power! 

Brethren, Beloved 

We Cannot Take Carnal Weapons
To Fight In A Spiritual Battle
So I Beseech Us All
To Be As Wise As The Serpent 
But
Dare To And Choose To Live 
Harmless As The Dove Of Peace 
In The Sight Of The Eternal God
Who Is The Prince Of Peace
And
Our Perfect Peace And Rest! 

There Will Be No Fools In Heaven 
And 
There Will Be No Saints In Hell
So Please Choose To Keep Your Hands Clean 
And 
Fight Satan's Agents By The 
"Thus Saith The Lord!" 
Which Ever Worked For Our Dear Savior 
And 
Will Surely Work For His Faithful, Obedient, People! 

Choose To Ever Trust In Jesus Christ The Lord: 
Fervently Pray 
And 
Enduringly Plod On!

The Lord Jesus Christ
Declares That He Loves You
And
Has Clearly Shown Personally
His Sacrificial Love For You:
Believe Him With All Your Heart!




Tuesday, December 20, 2016

UNBELIEF: Forgiveness + PRAYER: Help Us, Lord, To Believe And Trust Your Word!




Daddy Left!
Momma Lied!
She Loved Daddy Best!
Daddy Died!
She Couldn't Cry!
Drugs!
Alcohol!
Mired By Indulgence In Unapologetic Bad Behavior
AND
Gross Promiscuity, Too
Reality And Commonsense
Had Done A Powder
AND
That Is The Truth!

Rage Builds!
Bitterness Abounds!
No One Can Get Through To Her
AND
He - Forever Wild -
Constantly
Inwardly
At His Self Frowns
AND
In The Day Of His Unmasking
The Dam Bursts
AND
The Language Is Explosive
As He
Flowingly
Does Curse!

Rage!
Hurt!
Sorrow!
Sadness!
They Are All Spent
And He
And She
Two Strangers
Sit On The Same Park Bench
Overwhelmed
Seemingly Cleansed
AND
Each Then Explains
That Self-Hatred
Was The Catalyst
The Root
Of All 
That Brought Them Shame!
Their Hearts Would Not
The Heart Could Not ... Mend!

He Said: 
"Unforgiveness!"
She Said:  
"Unforgiveness!"
Two Strangers!
Same Problem!
What About Me?
What About You?

We Go To God!
We Confess Sin!
We Repent
AND
We Ask For Forgiveness!
God Forgives Us
BUT
We Can't Seem To Forgive Ourselves!
We Can't Seem To Believe
Almighty God ... At His Word!

So ...

We Don't Forgive Ourselves
Even Though We
- By Truth Himself -
Have Been Forgiven
And, So
Crushed
We - In Self-Loathing -
Giddily Go And Join
A Rutting Wild Goat Herd!

God Has A Sea!
Forgetfulness It Is Called!
Our Repented Of Sins
- Forgiven -
Go There
Never By The Living God Holy 
Ever To Be Recalled!

Our God Is The Lord 
Faithful
Eternal
Compassionate
Offering Grace
AND
Mercy
To Me 
AND
To You!
Accept What Is Freely Given
AND 
STOP
Letting Satan Get Away
With
- By Subterfuge -
Trying To Kill You!

God Said
You Are Forgiven!
Believe It!
It's True!
So
Sic The Lord On The Devil!
Trust The Lord!
Forgive Yourself
AND
Walk To Your Heavenly Father!
He Is Holding Out His Hand - Accept It!
He Eternally Cares For You!

Unforgiveness
- Against Self Or Another -
Kills!
Don't Die Twice
Through Unbelief
When The Offer
To Triumphantly Live
In Jesus Christ
Is Freely Available To You!


TRUST GOD!

BELIEVE THE WORD

 and

LIVE!

*********

PRAYER:

Father,
I Pray For A Brother
A Sister
My Self
My Friend
And
The Unknown Other
For We - As One -
Seem Not To Believe
Or Understand
That Our Non-Acceptance
Through Disbelief
Of Your Complete Forgiveness
Your Loving Heart Offends!

Forgive Us Our Doubt!
Help Us To Truly Trust Your Living Word
That For Us
You Do Care!
Forgive Us Our Unbelief
And Help Us The Voice Of Forgiveness To Honor
With Belief
When It, We Do Hear!
Purge Us Of Our Self-Loathing
Which Daily Is Destroying
Trembling Hearts!
Help Us To
In Faith
Call The Devil The Liar That He Is
And
From The Perverseness Of Doubt
To Depart!

You Are God!
Your Word Is Ever True
So When We Say We Love You, Lord
Help Us To Believe
And
Walk In It
If
Indeed
We Will Honor And Bless You!

In Jesus' Name, Dear Lord
Heal Our Hurts
Seal Our Hearts With Love
And
Help Us
From Devilish False Pride
To Studiously Depart!
Grant Us The Promised Victory Over Sin!
AMEN.