CREEPING DOUBT : A Push-In Robbery! + PRAYER: I Need You, Lord!

I Thought I Was Opening The Door
To Faith For Today
BUT
Creeping Doubt
- Doing A Push-In Robbery
Just Like A Gully-Bore -
Entered My Living Space
Shaking Me
To My Core!

I Cried Out In Consternation
Fear
Ever Horror
AND
Called Unto My God:

Lord Jesus, Save Me!

Send Help Before 

In The Face Of Creeping Doubt

I, Paralyzed

Cower!

Instant!
Constant!
Is Our God!
Faithful!
Helpful!
Not Like The Fraud!
AND
In The Moment Of
My Trust-In-God Lament
The In-Flowing Holy Spirit
Had My Bowed Shoulder
Unbent!

With Renewed Faith

I Firmly Exclaimed:

Get Thee Hence, Satan
You And Your Messenger Of Doom!
I Do Not Live In The Sight Of My Eyes!
I Live In The Love Of The Lord Christ
My God And My King
Who Is Returning To The Earth Soon!

I Trust God For Deliverance!
Angels Surround!
I Trust God For Healing

AND
The Great Physician's Balm Is Poured Out!

I Trust God For Shelter!
The Rock Of My Defense Is For Me Cleft!
I Trust In The Grace Of God
AND
Mercy-For-Me
Has Not My House Left!

And In Distinct Gratitude

I, To My God, Prayed:

Dear Lord, Most Holy

You Are My God!

Please Protect And Preserve My Faith

And

Rid Me Of Doubt

That Messenger Of King Fraud!

I Bless You, Lord!

I Believe Your Word!

Break My Stony Heart Before You, Lord

And Give Me

The Promised Heart Of Flesh

For

In The Faith Of My Jesus

I Will - By You - To Be Eternally Blessed!

I Am Walking On The Narrow Way -

Let My Speech

By Truth

Be Straight!

Let My Footsteps Gently Fall

As I Share The Gospel Of Peace

To Everybody

One ... And All!

Blest Me To Hear The Joy And Laughter

Tinged With Heavenly Melody!

Bless Me Not To Make Shipwreck

Of My Faith

So That In The Great Day

I Will Not Be Participant

In The Damnation Disaster!

I Bless You, Lord!

I Fear Thy Name!

With My Confession And Repentance

Please Remove From Me

The Guilt Of Sin

The Fallen Man's Stench Of Shame

And 

Raise Me Up

Raise Me Up

To Glory Untold

In The Great Day

When With Glorified Sight

I Shall My Lord

My King

My Savior

My Redeemer

In Peace With You ... Behold!

I Need You, Lord! 

Have Mercy And Bless Me

In Jesus' Name

For

Convicted Of Sin

And

Converted To Faith

And

Awaiting Sure Redemption

As A Recipient Of Blood-Bought Salvation

I Plead ... I Plead! 

AMEN.