Oh, Love, That Wilt Not Let Me Go....! + Prayer

I Was In Bed
We Were Talking
Well, I Was Speaking
He Is Always Listening
He Is The Lover ... Of My Soul!

I Tell Him Things ...
Private Personal
Angry Sad
Happy Glad
Bitter Remorseful
Hopeful Needful!

I Tell Him Things ...
The Deep Longings Of My Soul
The Things That Often Make My Heart Cold
The Things That Make Me Tremble
The Things That Make My Spirit Soar
Unto To Him
Loving Him
Needing Him
Desiring His Blessing
Needing His Correction
Accepting His Direction!

I Speak Of My Fear
Godly Fear
That Causes Me Not To Want To Disappoint Him
To Cause His Name To Be Besmirched
Because
We Are Married!

We Have Not Yet Had The Marriage Feast
Even Though I Have The Gown Ready

Pure White

Impossible For Man To Make
- He Provided It -
- He Is That Good -
AND
He Is Preparing For Me
A Glorious Place
In His Father's House
Where There Are Mansions
In The Heavenly Home
In The Haven Of Rest!

You Know

I Had To Change My Way Of Thinking
About Houses And Lands
When He Told Me That
His Father's House Held Mansions!

I Tried To Picture It
AND
I Failed
Because
On Earth ... My Present Homeland
Some People's Houses Are Homes
Some People's Houses Are Mansions
AND
Some People Have No House To Make A Home
AND
Some Homes Are Not Houses!

With Him
My Heart Is At Home!

At Times
I Have Had To Speak Confession
Repenting Of ... Sin
My Sallying Forth Into Naughtiness
- Actually Lawlessness -
AND
Repentance
That Is My Really Forsaking The Wrong
AND

Walking Away From It
Never To Do It Again!

I Ask Him For God's Grace
His Favor
- I Have No Merit -
AND
I Receive It!

Sometimes
- I Need To Do It More Often
As In Constantly -
I Plead For His Spirit To Indwell
To Possess Me
So That I Am Consumed By His Love
To Be Used By Him
For Him
To Save ... Me
To Teach Others ... Truth
To Tell Others About The Holy Life
Saving Grace
Living Faith
Free Mercy
The Blessings Of Peace
Rest Hope
Help Healing
The Love That Will Not Let The Soul - My Soul - Go
Forgiveness
Leading Direction
Correction
Justice Justification
Salvation
- He Paid The Cost To Save My Life -
Intercession For Sin
- He Is Prophet Priest King -
Redemption
- He Is Coming Soon To Take Me To His Home -
Glorification
- He Is Going To Give Me His Life
Actually Raise Me Up From Death
Make Me Immortal As He Is -
AND
About His Throwing Open
The Gates Of Heaven
To Take Me ... Bodily
Over The Threshold
To Life ... Everlasting!

My Heart Can't Take In All That He Has Promised
BUT
I Know That He Is Able To Keep My Heart
Which I Have Committed Unto Him
Until The Great Day Of Vengeance
Against The Adversary
- That Enemy Of My Soul

Who Keeps Trying To Keep Us Apart -
Unto The Consummation
When We Are Eternally One!

He Has Promised
AND
I Believe His Word
That
He Will Never Forsake Me
Even When I Behave Like A Backsliding Heifer
Or A Deceitful Bow!

He Is The Poet
When He Speaks Of His Love To Me!

He Writes Prose
When He Speaks Of My Betrayals
AND
When He Displays His Jealous Heart's Deep Pleading
Calling Me To Come Back To Him!

He Could Destroy Me
BUT
His Justice Is Holding Mercy's Hand
AND
Truth Is Every Present!

He Is The Son Of God!
He Is The Son Of Man!
He Is My Blessed Hope!

AND

He Is Mine For Eternity!

It Was Not Always That Way!!

Treacherously

I Sold Gold To Buy Silver
AND
I Got Dirty
ANDDirt!

I Placed My Fallen-Man Brand
- By Sin -
Upon Him
AND
I Laid It On With Doubt, First
Then The Whip
With Cursing
With Mocking
With Spitting
With Lying
With Thorns On His Brow
With The Walk Of Shame
With Nails In His Hands And Feet
AND
Raising Him Between Heaven And Earth
On The Accursed Tree
Separating Him From His Beloved Father
Who Was Ever Well Pleased With Him.

I Ever Thrust A Spear In His Side!
Blood Of the Sacrifice Came Out
AND
The Water Of Life!

I Even Boldly Laid Him In A Grave!
It Was Actually A New
- Though Borrowed -
Tomb.

He Was Counted Among The Offenders.

I Am ASHAMED.
I Had Found OFFENSE In Him.

I Had Considered His True Love
A Devilish Lie
AND NOWAt The Thought
I Cry As Though I Would Die!

Remember When I Said
His Love Would Not Let Me Go?!

His Love For Me
Conquered Death
Conquered Hell
Conquered The Grave
AND
HE. GOT. UP
AND
HE. ROSE. UP
AND
Went Back Up To Heaven
AND
HE. IS. COMING. BACK. Down.
To Earth
FOR. ME.

I Sing To Him ... Songs Of Praise ...

My Jesus, I Love Thee!
Precious Lord, Take My Hand
Lead Me Gently Home!

Lead Kindly Light!
Through All The Changing Scenes Of Life
Hide Thou Me!

I Will Follow Thee, My Savior!
Whosoever Will May Come!

Revive Us Again!
Come, Holy Spirit!

I Am Delivered!
Bless His Holy Name ... I
Kneel At The ... His ... Cross
Even As I
Lean On The Everlasting Arm
Because
He Washed My Eyes With Tears
AND
I Can See.

A Broken Heart Was Good For Me.

I Desire To Be
What He Wants Me To Be
Because
The Lord Knows
I Am Coming Home ... Soon!

I Had Wandered Far From God.

In His Glory
I Shall See The King
One Glorious Day
Real Soon!

PRAYER:

Jesus, Lover Of My Soul

I, To Thy Bosom Fly!

Bless Me

To Walk Faithful

In The Light Of Thy Love! 

Bless Me, My Lovely Jesus

To Live For Thee

Though

By Appointment

I Die!

I Love You

With My Whole Heart!

Come Soon!

AMEN.

HAPPY SABBATH: Who Is Doling Out Your Gold?! + PRAYER: Have Your Way, Lord!

A Pig In A Palace Is Still A Pig!
A Pretty Bird In A Glittering Cage Is Not Free
AND
Having Money To Do Whatever I Want
Go Wherever I Please
With Armed Body Guards In Tow
Is Neither Prosperity
Nor Freedom To Me!

Changing My Clothing Seven Times A Day
AND

Behaving As The Mannequin
With A Personal Photographer
Is A Grand Fail

- To Me -
For
Having To Be Turned On
Directed
Told 

What To Think

With Whom To Walk

When To Talk
AND
How To Say What Where
Is A Sure Sign
To Me
That Beelzebub The Bold
Is The One Doling Out The Gold!

I Do Not Desire
An $8,000,000 Car
A $15,000,000 Dress
A $15,000,000 Pair Of Shoes
A $60,000,000 Birthday Cake
A $200,000,000 House
A 50,000,000,000+ Bank Roll
Dearly-Bought Friends Known Fake
Constant Rest With No Peace
Priests That My Pockets Fleece
Hangers-On Who Frequent Hangover Land
A Boyfriend Who Is Girlfriend Who Lives On Sleaze
NOR
Faith That Curries Favor
Depending Upon
What My Lust Savors!

There Was A Time
When Envy Was An Occasional Companion
BUTI Have Lived Long Enough
AND
Have Seen More Than Enough
To Prefer My Lot
For
Little Is Much ... When The Eternal God Is In It!

When I Lay Me Down To Sleep
I "Draw" The Lord Christ Close As My Pillow
AND
Confidently Give Unto Him 

My Load Of Sin, Sorrow
Joy Regret Fret

Desire
For
As The Able Available God
He Has Not
Failed Me Yet

AND
I Know He Won't ... EVER!

In Jesus
By Jesus

With Jesus
I Can ... Patiently ... Wait
For Wings Will Be My Big Ride
AND
The Water Of The River Of Life
Will Be My Champagne
AND
The 12 Fruits Of The Tree Of Life
Will Be My Caviar!

My Haute Couture Robe Will Be Christ's Righteousness!
My Chapeau Will Be A Heaven's Gold Crown

AND
My Residence Will Be A Custom-Built By Christ Mansion
In The City Of God
Where Birthdays Are Not Celebrated
Because
Life Does Not Wind Down!

My Autobahn
Will Be The Universe
AND
I Shall The King's Face See

AND

I Shall Not Need A History Book Video

Blue Ray CD
For
I Shall Be Ranging Eternity
Ever Forward
Never Backward!
Come On! 

Join Me
AND
Jesus Christ Freely See

AND

Know

Even As Now You Are Known!

PRAYER:

Lord, Most Merciful

Blessing

Pleading

"Come Unto Me!"

I Come As A Child

And

Desire That You Teach Me

So That I May Dwell With You One Day

In The Sweet By And By!

I Love You, Lord!

I Desire Your Blessed Treasures Of

Mercy, Grace, Love, Joy, Peace

Trust, Truth, Hope, Help

Healing

Forgiveness

Salvation

Justification

Sanctification

And

In The Great Day

Glorification!

I Bless You For My Blessings!

Myriad They Are!

Blessings Seen

Known Unknown

Blessings Near And Far!

I Trust You, Lord!

I Believe Your Word!

Please Remove From Me

Any Lingering Doubt

So That I Am Not Numbered

Amongst The Unbelieving Goat Herd!

Pity Me - I Am Calling!

Pity Me - Hear My Prayer!

Pity Me - Lift Me Up, Lord!

Help Ever And Always

Your Words Of Light And Life

With Alacrity To Obey!

Remember The Brethren

In The Many Distant Folds

And

As You Have Promised

Call Them Out Of Darkness

Into Your Marvelous Light!

Let The Loud Cry Go Out!

Bid Them: "Come Home!"

Before - For Earth - It Is Night!

Oh, Lord

I Pray That You Will Deny 

The Tawdry Desires Of The Exalted Wicked

By Laying Waste 

The Foolish Wisdom Of The Proud Wise!

Remember Your Children ... Meek!

Have Your Way, Lord

For

To Do Your Will

Is What We Seek! 

Thank You, Lord

For Hearing

And

Thank You, Lord

For Answering Your Child's Prayer

According To Your Sovereign Will

Is My Heartfelt Plea

In The Name Of Jesus Christ The Righteous!

Bless You, Father!

AMEN.

CREATED BEINGS: If Greedy Waits ...!

Satan Is The Liar!
His Hands Are Never Clean!
His Intentions To Man Are Cruelly Vile
AND
His Prized Methods Are Truly Obscene!

Do Not The Part Of a Satan Act
Challenging God For Supremacy
For
You Are A Created Being, My Friend
AND
Without The Creator God Holding Your Dusty Hand
Your Beginning
IS
Your End!

Nothing In This Life
Is As It Appears
So

Do Not Name Your Eyes
Your Traffic Director!
Be Pleased To Take The Living God
As Your Sole Portion
AND
You Will Not Have The Lake Of Fire
For Your Blue Sea
Nor Your Vast Ocean!

If Greedy Waits

Hot Will Cool! 

If Lust Is Cooled

Common Sense Will Rule! 

The Lord Christ Is King
AND
The Giver Of All Good Things
So

Be Pleased To Honor Him
AND
You Will With The Hosts Of Heaven
Before His Throne Of Glory
Glorified
Immortalized

Joyously

Joyfully

Thankfully
Eternally
Sing!

We Have Options!

Bend ... Freely

OR

Break Forcibly!

Either Position Taken

Mankind Will Give God

His Glory!

Two Instants AND A Wait!!

The Life Of A Christian
Is Marked By
Two Instants
AND
A Wait!

Instant... Justification!
Wait ... Sanctification!
Instant ... Glorification!
All Have A Date!

Justification
Is The Moment
When You Give Your Heart To Christ!
When You Accept
Salvation
Confess
Repent
AND
Dump The Damned Devil
On His Satanic Device

AND

Are DECLARED

By Jesus As Just

Aka Righteous

In The Holy God's Eyes!!

Sanctification
Is A Life's Work
A Walking
In The Will Of God
Trusting In The Working Of The Holy Spirit
Growing By Grace In The Faith
Walking In Confidence
Doing All

- By Faith -
As Jesus Says
With The Shoulder To The Gospel Plow

AND
Foot Falls On
The Straight And Narrow Way
Hopeful
For The Coming Great And Tumultuous Rewarding
AND
Redemption Day Of The Jealous
AND
Redeeming Eternal Holy God!

"Hold Fast Till I Come!"
Is His Word
To Those Of The Household Of Faith!
"Trust Me At My Word
And Believe
Honor Worship
And Obey Me - Don't Be Deceived!"

"I And My Word Are One!
Live In My Love!
You Are Not Alone!
Work Until I Come
To Take You To My Home!"

Glorification
Is The Instant
On The Day
The King Of The Faithful
(The Judge Of The Disgraceful)
Calls Forth His Beloved
His Beautiful
Faithful Even Unto The Death
Having Waited
Having Watched
Having Kept Her Clothes Spotless
Triumphant Bride
Who - At His Voice -
Rises Up
With The Once-Dead Rising First
AND
We Who Are Alive And Remain On The Earth
- The Remnant Of The Faith -
Together With Them
Shall Be Caught Up To Meet The Lord
In The Air
Having Cast Off The Curse
Sin Death Hell
AND INSTEAD
Putting On
Incorruption - Forever Faithfulness!

AND
Immortality - Forever Life!

It Will Be 

A Glorious Day Of Rejoicing
For Those Of The Household Of Faith

When All Who Have Kept The Covenant
Will See Faith 

Turn nruT
To Sight
AND
See The Conquering King 
Jesus Christ
- In Peace -
Faith To Face!

That Thing Not Seen
Will Be Visible!
That Hope Long Held
Will Be Touched!
The Lives Made Bitter
Because Of Their Love
For The Lord
Will
- Escorted By The Rejoicing Hosts Of Heaven -
Take Flight
To The Great Reward
The Glorious Home
Of The Everlasting God!

There Will Be No More Night!
AND

We Shall 

- For 1,000 Years -

Be Well Rid Of Satan
That Decimating Fraud!

Two Instants

And

A Wait

Determine

The Believing Man's Fate!

Are You A Living-Lord-Lover?

A Committed Christ-Follower?

Do You Believe In

And

Trust Upon

The Eternal God?

Thinking Ahead For ... Excuses?!

I Was "Involved"
In A Bitter Altercation
Between
Always-Has-An-Excuse
AND
Searching-The-Mines-Of-Truth!

You Could Call It "Almost Comical"
The Way Ms. Excuse Was Carrying On
AND

Say

That Searching-The-Mines-Of-Truth
Indulged Itself
In Rabid Bad Pay!

You Will Be Forgiven
For Not Understanding

The Acrimony In The Exchange
If You Do Not Know That
Ms. Excuse Is First Cousin
Almost A Twin By Another Mother 

To That Wretch
I'm-A Lie!

Today ...

Ms. Excuse Crossed
Her Own Red Line
AND
Indulged Herself
In A Colorful White Lie!

Hold Up! Hold Up! Hold On!
You Just Lied Yourself!

How So?!

Think, My Brotha ... A Colorful White Lie?!

'Twas No Lie!

'Tis The Truth!

Ms. Excuse Did Not Incline Her Ear To Wisdom
Nor Her Heart To Understanding
But Resorted To Human Instinct
AND
Satan - Rejoicing -
Shouted Out:

"Goal!

I Got Me A New Soul!"

Man, You Need To Explain Yourself!

It Is Like This ...

Wait! What's Your Name?

You Know My Name!

Humor Me!

My Name Is Thinka Head!

I Don't Mean To Be Rude
BUT
Is Your Name Your Nature?

Do You Think Ahead?!

I Always Think Ahead
Because
n This Life

It Is Easy To Mislead
AND
Even Easier To Be Misled!

Okay.
How About You Try This On For Size ...

Search In The Mines Of Truth

And

Pick Up The Gems Of Wisdom

And

Pearls Of Truth Found There!

Stick To The Truth

And

You Will Never, Ever

Have To "Think Ahead"

To Avoid Misleading

Or

Being Misled

Because

By The Loving Master

The Word Of God

Truth Personified

You Are Daily Led

And

Daily Fed!

Sounds Reasonable
BUT
What Has This Got To Do
With The Argument And Ms. Excuse?!

Think, My Friend! THINK!!

Ms. Excuse Got That Name

Because

She Is Known For

Always Having An Excuse

AND

It Should Be Noted That

When You Look For Excuse
You Will Surely Find One
Which Becomes
Two Three And Four
AND
Before You Recognize It
You Have Become Apprenticed To
The Liar Hard Core!

If We Would Determine
To Walk Straight
No Bending
No Lifting
AND
No Contortions By Indulging In Truth-Test
We Will Have
No Excuse To Use Excuses
AND
Our Christ Jesus Will Have No Reason
Us To Rebuke
AND
We Will Have No Sin To Confess!

Making Excuses 

Places Us On The Slippery Slope Of
The Mountain Called Lies!
Which Is Tied To The Devil
The One Who Did God Defy
AND
Against Whom
To God
We Constantly
For Relief
Cry!

Excuses Are As Quicksand
Hidden Under Seemingly Solid Ground
Even Adorned With Growing Things
Even A Lily Or Two
AND THAT
Should
Should Not

Surprise You!

Plants
- Like People -
Grow Where They Are Nurtured
AND
Fed
AND
Quicksand
Is A Bed
For The Unweary
- Now Dead -
Who Stepped Out
- In Self-Confidence -
AND
Walked In Self-Will
Ignoring The Warnings
Cautions

AND
By-Passing Help

AND
Embracing That In Which
Man's Unregenerated Carnal Mind
Thrills!

The Mines Of Truth
Are
The Living Oracles Of God
Wherein Is Hid Treasure
To Be Found Of Those
Who CHOOSE
To Be Called
The Sons And Daughters Of
The Eternal God!

Please ...

Be Aware That All Mankind
Has Some Treasure To Find
The Difference Being
The Hidden Treasures Of Earth
Or
The Hid Treasures Of The Almighty God
Glorious
Eternal
Divine!

Earthen Treasures Called Temporal
Do Not
Cannot
Will Not Survive
The Close Of Time
So
I Put To You, Beloved

Brother
Sister

Friend
To Go
AND

Get
King Eternal's
Treasure-Eternal
Which Is The Only Treasure
That Can
That Will 

Survive
The Saved By Grace
Blessed With Mercy
Enduring Faith
Fashioned In God's Crucible
Man Down
Man Lifted Up
Man Glory Bound
This Ain't No Bedtime Story
Story!

God Gave!

Jesus Saves!

Satan Way-Lays!

Believing Man Prays!

Mind On Coming Glory Stays!

AND

In The Fulness Of Time

The Trumpet Of God Plays

AND

Justified

Sanctified Man

Glorified

Heads

Toward The Everlasting Days

In A Blaze!!

**--**--**--**--**

Forget The Tinged-In-Lie Excuse

AND

Stick To The Truth!

Blessings Await!!

PRAYER: Father, I Desire Glorification

Oh, Lord,

I Cannot Neglect

The Great Salvation

And

I Cannot Ignore The Cost Of My Redemption

For My Desire Is For My Soul's Glorification!

Father, Have Mercy On Me

And

Let Truth Be My Light!

Let Faith Be My Sight!

Let Heaven Be My Goal

And The Holy Spirit The Comfort Of My Soul!

Let Salvation Be My Song!

Let Self Denial Remove Me From The Throng!

Let Peace Be My Path

And Jesus Christ The King Upon Whom My Lot Is Cast!

Let Hope In God Be My Guide!

Let Holy Angels Protect Me On Every Side!

Let Me Stand Firm In Jesus Christ's Faith

Even Though I Be Considered 

An Out Of Touch With The Times Disgrace!

Let My Prayers Ever Be To The Living Holy God!

Let Me Never Yearn For Man's Lifeless Rewards

And Let Me On The Day Rise To Eternal Life

After Having Endured The Devil-Lubricated Strife!

Let Me Be Glad As I Sing Of Jesus Christ My King

And Not Consider His Once For All Sacrifice

A Light Even Trivial Thing!

Let Me Give Honor

Offer Prayers

And Sing Praise

Until The End Of My Days

For Ever Walking On The Narrow Way

For I Desire

In Peace

To Behold

And Enter Into The Glorious Way

To Be With My Redeemer

In The Everlasting Day!

Hallelujah To The Lamb!

On Christ The Solid Rock I Stand!

Let Me Not Be Afraid Of Man

For I Have A Place At The Welcome Table

In Glory Land!

Thank You, God

For The Song Of The Redeemed That I Sing!

Thank You, Lord

For Everthing!

AMEN