Wednesday, February 1, 2017

God IS! + PRAYER: Father, I Am Tired Of Running ...!



Denying That Satan Exists
Or
That He Can Damage You
Doesn't Make His Power Less Effective
When He Preys Upon
AND
Does Maliciously Attack You!

Denying God's Existence
When Jesus Comes To Judge You
Won't Make Your Eternal Punishment
- Which Is Separation For The Holy God -
Easier To Bear
For
Covering Your Eyes
Your Ears
AND
Wringing Your Hands
Just Displays The Folly
That Kept Your Company
As You Walked In Your Own Way!

Jesus Christ Is The Commander
The Captain Of All Heaven's Great Hosts
He Is Coming To Give Each Being His Rewardings
AND
That Includes That Evil Spirit Satan
Who Chose To Be The Head Goat!

Goats Have Kiddies
AND
Kiddies Are Own Way
AND
I Was One
Until That Great Day
When The Master
The Teacher
The Creator
Met Me In The Way
AND
Softly Said:

Isn't It Time That You Stopped
From Truth Running Away?

I Looked Left!
I Looked Right
BUT
Not Directly At Him
Until I Felt The Hand
Gentle
Under My Chin!
It Was Commanding
Calming
Calling
AND
I Felt The Tears
Washing Away My Regrets
AND
My Choking Fears!

I, Then
Cried Out ...


PRAYER:

Father,
Please Help ME!
I Am Tired Of Running!
Help Me!
Fix Me!
Make Me Anew!
I've Been A Willful Runner!
Lord, Make Me A Walker!
A Walker
Quietly Walking With
And
Unto You!

I Can't Run Anymore!
I Am Tired, Too!
Running With The World, Father
Has Been Decidedly Weaning My Soul
From Heeding You!

I Repent, Dear Lord
Of Walking In My Own Way
For
It Paid Me In A Coin
That Spends
But
Does Not Anything Good
Acquire Along That Pathway!

I Ran With The Liars
The Whoremongers
And
The Thieves!
I Even Ran With The Devils
And
Dear Lord
I Picked Up Gross And Evil Fleas!

Lord,
Clean Me, I Beseech You!
I Want To Come Home!
Hold My Hand!
Lead Me!
I No Longer Desire To Walk Alone!

The Master
The Savior
The Redeemer
The Friend
Drew Me To His Breast
AND
Did Me Gently Kiss!

Forgiveness!
Forgiveness!
Oh, How My Heart Sang!
Forgiveness Of All My Sin
AND
In My Head 
I Heard The Bells In Heaven
As They Rang!

I Will Not Say
That Life Became Easy
From That Day
BUT
I Will Say With Confidence
That Now
I Know How To Get The Comfort Of Jesus
For
All I Have To Do
Is Say
A Believing Heart's
Trusting-In-God Prayer!